Monday, December 20, 2010

Self Portraits through alternate means with retro flare.

A self portrait session, with a touch of the retro color. 

I recently started thinking about a lot of things that I miss and a lot of the things that I wish I would have done by now.  To make a long story short I need to get a move on with this whole doing "life" things. While I was pondering all of the things I feel I started to realize how much soul searching I have been doing lately.  It seems that everyday I have some sort of dilemma that stops everything I'm thinking about and sticks to the walls on the inside of my skull.  Normally I spend the rest of the day thinking about it, weigh out the pros and cons, sometimes build a flow chart or a nice Venn diagram to establish a good working base to start making decisions on.  All the while thinking up previous scenarios and creating fictional ones in my head as well.

I suppose what I am saying is that when I start thinking about something that bothers me or something that means a lot to me it doesn't go away.  It lingers.  Ideas about photography, climbing, school, thoughts about past relationships, family, friends, the dog, among other things.  Today I woke up thinking about the exact thing that was plaguing me yesterday.  What is funny is that every time I think I am past it someone brings it up or something happens to me that makes me think of it or when my dog pantomimes his mixed feelings on his permanently sad, scared, bewildered, constipated face something just makes me think about it.  Frustrating mostly.  I wish it would stop and no I'm not telling you what it is about.  Just trying to make a point where there isn't one.  Thanks for listening, all two of you.

1 comment:

beccaclimbsrocks said...

You are loved, you can always call me. Your photographs with that camera are wonderful and I enjoy them.